No longer friends?
I can't be friends with you.
It takes weeks to convince myself that you don't feel the same and that we are better of as friends.And then you go and say something that has me reaching for the phone to call my closest girlfriends so we can discuss it. Decode every word, every look.
It takes one phone call or message and I am back spiraling towards the imaginary world where you tell me how you feel and I smile and we understand each other without words. A world where you make turn my frown upside down and not cause it. And then you dash my dreams when you draw lines, between us and around you.
I can't be friends with you. Because I will always want more.
It takes weeks to convince myself that you don't feel the same and that we are better of as friends.And then you go and say something that has me reaching for the phone to call my closest girlfriends so we can discuss it. Decode every word, every look.
It takes one phone call or message and I am back spiraling towards the imaginary world where you tell me how you feel and I smile and we understand each other without words. A world where you make turn my frown upside down and not cause it. And then you dash my dreams when you draw lines, between us and around you.
I can't be friends with you. Because I will always want more.
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